D= And my life just began! And I'm writing this stupid journal 3 days AFTER my birthday; I must be mad! LOL

It's been 20 years since I was born. Man, time sure flies! It was like yesterday when I was in first grade, playing with my lil bro and shooting pranks at everyone I saw. XDDD My uncle used to hate me for it, my friends used to laugh along, my half my aunts stared at me but the other half held me dear. THEN slowly I became attached to art, poetry, science and creative writing. And in each I scored greatly, especially maths. My parents, teachers, and other guardians often held pride in me, with an expectancy to see me achieve greatness. It was for some limelight that I often worked hard for.

But for almost my entire life, I've bided my time merely daydreaming and thinking. Thinking what? Everything. About life, about universe, morals, ethics, behaviours of mankind,... everything...

Today, I'm seeking to establish a career and following my dreams. Not in the field of science, not mathematics, not anything of that sort. In fact, I wish to combine all that into one grander dream. I just can't imagine what that COULD be. xDDD

Why am I here? What is my purpose? I have found the meaning of life, the secrets unravelled, but what am I to do with it?

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Let's cut to the chase: 3rd October was my birthday and today I'm exactly 20. Meaning I might be busier than ever. XD My third semester might be halfway, and after my fourth I might join a college, perhaps for physics, perhaps for creative writing. Don't really know. Maybe just arts.

Didn't exactly celebrate much this birthday though but I've been pretty happy coz of many greetings. Hell, it's been fun. Momo party! LOL

Either way, I have a LOT of things to do currently. A lot in my plate, but I wish to finish em all.

For one thing, people should be on a lookout for a movie I'm making. It has something to do with the Chrono series, and YET has some Bartimaeus Trilogy like themes, so both lovers could enjoy it, including those who have never even heard of either ones.

Secondly, I require spriters and artists, concept or background, for a certain other project that is underway. If you're interested, note me.

Thirdly, my novel is once again on hiatus. LOL

Fourthly, I've found some interesting things on mythological and real life black magic.

Fifthly, I had some really intellectual conversations about morality and ethics of mankind somewhere. It got me thinking even more, as there are pretty smart people there, and I'm glad I could place some of my knowledge to use.

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But now I feel HORRIBLY OLDDDD even though it's still a young age. For some reason I feel terrified leaving the teens. Even so I have a whole life ahead of me, a whole dream to conquer and lots chicks to feast my eyes upon LOL!

Anyone know of nice instrumentals, new age and Celtic music? XD I'm also a fan of Yasunori Mitsuda. Oh ya, and how do I learn a violin the quick way?